You Can Get Lost In Dreams

21 January 2020 @ 10:24 pm

Hello, you've reached Nathanael Jacobs. I can't come to the phone right now, but if you leave your name, number and a brief message, I'll make sure to return the call as soon as I can.

Thank you.

[ooc: Text, audio and action all allowed!]

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28 June 2009 @ 04:43 pm

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( Private | unhackable | Zach's codes )

I was never really interested in Pokemon.

I guess some people left. I suppose it doesn't matter much. I didn't speak to him much anymore, anyway. I'm sorry for his friends, though.

Our chair is back to normal. That kind of bums me out. It was fun, while it lasted.

Some of these curses aren't so bad, are they?

Is anyone besides Nate interested in soccer? I was hoping we could get a real game going.

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12 June 2009 @ 04:21 pm

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There's a party next Friday.

...Zach, Claire, are you guys going? I don't really know how to swing dance but I like music, so I was thinking I would, but I don't really want to go alone.

~~Teddy, maybe your roo~~ ~~I---al;sdkjfagnl;adjf~~

Do people get frustrated easily? I guess I do, sometimes.

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27 May 2009 @ 01:25 pm

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I fully realize that not always knowing what's going on is kind of a gift, especially around here, but I'm kind of hoping that the next curse doesn't involve cages. Or my friends inside of them.

Mostly because I can't seem to catch up until after ~~or bring myself to believe I'm not in a dream~~.

Oh, and Sam? Next time you're going to cook, could you let me know?

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17 May 2009 @ 06:12 pm

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It's been quiet, the past week. After the hair went away.

I kind of like the quiet.

Does anyone think that the people we meet here, we're supposed to meet? In a way? I know we're not supposed to remember them, but everyone you meet, even if you don't remember them, they make an impact on you. ~~I've never managed to erase Seraphim from my memory, and she...~~

I haven't gotten lost in a couple of days.

[ooc: ~~ARGH something came up sorry D: will tag soon!~~ BACK clearly]

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28 April 2009 @ 01:29 pm

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There's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark there's nothing in the dark...

[There's the sound a yelp]

Nothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothingnothing.....

Help. Help. Help, please, help. Please!

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15 April 2009 @ 06:14 pm

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I....

Need some help.

I'm not really sure where I am, and I have a headache...~~and I feel like everyone's looking at me.~~

Anyone?

[ooc: Post Blair visit, her memories are starting to do things to his poor head]

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04 April 2009 @ 12:31 pm

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Five things about Nathanael Jacobs:

1. My birthday is April Fifth
2. I've played on my school's soccer team since the age of 12
3. I've taken etiquette lessons from the time I was 6
4. ~~My first time was during a curse~~
5. I have gotten lost every day since I could walk. I even get lost in my own house, sometimes.

....well, at least ~~most of~~ those are pretty public knowledge.

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18 March 2009 @ 02:19 pm

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I hope no one's too sick. That curse, yesterday, seemed to catch a lot of people ~~when they were feeling terrible about themselves~~ a little bit off-guard.

Happy St. Patrick's day? I know you're supposed to drink a lot of water after something like that.

Memory's a tricky thing, though. I hope people remember yesterday; but with so many memories on the Network, I guess people might not want to. I guess memory is like...I guess it's what makes us who we are. We're all these experiences and they're all recorded in our memory, so whoever we are in the moment is just part of what we did and what we remember.

I don't know if that makes sense. But wouldn't that mean changing or giving up a memory changes who we are? I guess that's something to think about. That if we don't remember, I don't know, something small like getting beaten up in the forth grade on Parent's Day it would completely change who we are now.

It's kind of a scary thought, isn't it?

I guess, anyway. A lot of writers write about memory; and in Moby Dick it's all recalled through a memory of someone who wasn't there for a lot of it, so how Ishmael remember all those private moments with the Captain? I mean he was fictional ~~but so were some of the people who live here~~ so it's not like an omniscient first person narrator is such a big deal.

I don't forget a lot. Maybe that's what I'm trying to say.

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08 March 2009 @ 01:00 pm

Voice;

Um.

This has to be a dream, right?

I mean.

I'm made of plush, that has to be a dream. Well I guess it doesn't have to be but it would be really weird if I woke up as a stuffed...um. I don't know what I am, to be honest. I can't move from the bed.

A little help? Anyone?

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21 February 2009 @ 08:40 pm

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This curse is so...I'm not sure what to say about it. Is everyone okay? ~~The memories are hard to think about, I can't imagine seeing them again.~~

I got lost, earlier. Really lost. I think I was cursed; something about this time, when I was...it was ~~dark~~ like a bad experience, before. But then it ended, I don't know why, and I was at home the whole time.

It isn't scary, it's just confusing. I don't know what else to say about that.

And I'm not exactly...well, that doesn't matter either.

~~I just hope the lights don't go off again. I screamed. It wasn't very...I don't know. I think I just need some time alone.~~

[ooc: Action for the Teddeh.]

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16 February 2009 @ 07:20 pm

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Every single day there's something new. Every single day.

My head really hurts. Too much emotion, too many things going on. I can't hold so much ~~memory~~...I don't know what's wrong with me. I think I'm getting sick. I hope I'm not getting you sick too, Blair. You don't have to come over. I'm sure that if I sleep it'll help.

I'm sure that if I sleep I'll be fine.

I keep having nightmares. Strange nightmares. Bad breakups, loneliness, things I've never experienced. ~~I don't think that they're my nightmares~~. I don't know why. Maybe it's just the time of year, right? People dream of relationships they've never had. Haven't you dreamed of things like that? Had dreams that didn't feel like they belonged to you?

Pneumonic dreams, maybe. Sick dreams.

Zach, thank you. For walking me home. For making sure I didn't get lost.

Teddy? Are you at home?

I don't want to be alone.

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11 February 2009 @ 04:29 pm

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At least...the weekend of curse on top of curse is over. Right? Are they always like that?

Is anyone still forgetting? ~~I'm so thankful it wasn't me.~~ That was because of the deities, right?

Sometimes I wonder if I'm dreaming. Everyone says that this isn't a dream, but sometimes dreams are so real, right? And wouldn't a dream say it wasn't a dream? Or things in a dream? My dreams aren't usually so involved, though, but they do feel like the real world. I feel like I'm about to wake up, and Wendy or Adam or my mother will be laughing at me because I got so confused with which was which.

I guess, maybe, it's just a worse day than usual.

~~Teddy is so sad. Am I doing the right thing?~~

Oh, but I had a great coffee this morning and I'm thinking I should go back to school. So things, they can't be all that bad, can they?

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26 January 2009 @ 04:37 pm

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I've been here less than a week.

It's still a little bit unreal. Like a dream. I know it isn't one; for one, in my dreams people usually don't talk to me. ~~Or take me home. Or look at me. Or take me shopping.~~

I guess, responsibly, I should ask for people's phone numbers. And the guide didn't really come with a map. Is there a map of this place? I'd like to go to the beach; even though it's freezing, it sounds pretty.

Private to the Residents of the YA apartment || hackable

I went shopping for food the other night; everything's in the kitchen. Please, help yourselves.

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21 January 2009 @ 03:55 pm

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Excuse me, but I've gotten lost. Is it possible that someone could help me find my way home?

I live not very far from George Washington High School, off First and Broadway. Or, if it isn't any trouble, does someone have a cell phone I could possibly use? Mine seems to not be getting any reception.

~~I know this isn't a dream because that woman back there spoke to me.~~

[ooc: Be nice? Action at Cafe Juliet's, all other journal]

Current Location: Cafe Juliet's

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08 May 2001 @ 01:57 am

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Within a Dream

Dream Within a Dream
Oren Lavie
Caught within a dream within a dream
A man within a man
Caught within a thought within a thought
An ocean so deep
He will drown in his sleep

A&E
Goldfrapp
I was feeling lonely, feeling low
Feeling like I needed you
Like I'm waking up surrounded by me

Sleepwalker
The Wallflowers
But you never saw my best scene
The one where I sleep
Sleepwalk into your dreams

Sick Child
Siouxsie & the Banshees
Convalescing bruised I set my mind awake
dare to take another look
If you say you will
If you could say you will

Paper Aeroplane
K.T. Tunstall
And you're like a paper aeroplane
That never seems to land
Flying blind through anything

Wrong
Depeche Mode
There's something wrong with me chemically
Something wrong with me inherently
The wrong mix
In the wrong genes

Bed of Lies
Matchbox 20
I don't think that I can take another empty moment
I don't think that I can fake another hollow smile
It's not enough just to be lonely
I don't think that I could take another talk about it

Dreaming My Dreams
The Cranberries
I'll be dreaming my dreams with you
And there's no other place
that I'd lay down my face
I'll be dreaming my dreams with you

Put Your Lights On
Santana feat. Everlast
Leave your lights on,
you better leave you lights on
'Cause there's a monster,
living under my bed,
whispering in my ear

Lost
Coldplay
I just got lost,
Every river that I tried to cross,
Every door I ever tried was locked,
Ohhh and I'm...
Just waiting 'til the shine wears off

Illusion
VNV Nation
I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need is behind every door
Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change
Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all

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